Energy and distance...

Still plugging away on my workbook. And enjoying the process.  There are plenty of holdups during the process, but each one leaves me with a deeper perspective of my life. So I think I  can learn to be patient and apprecitate interuptions.  In my efforts to enjoy Parenthood despite its sometimes loop tape vibe, ( same stuff different day..) I have begun to notice that I like getting some Energy work excercise by practicing Reiki with my animals, and family.  My youngest has been especially helpfull. His need to eat, and sleep less, enabled me to embrace Reiki during our late night feedings. I am saying this nicely, but those first few weeks, were sanity hadn't yet set back in, I was pretty cranky. Again most likely glossing over, you would have to ask my husband.
I feel better for the restoring properties of Reiki flow. There is the immediate benifit of letting go of the negative thoughts that are currently feeding the bad mood. Then there is the gentle correction of your energy and feild of intention.  By the time I actually am passing the current along, and feeling its slight fuzzy tingle, I can feel space around me and in me to think and appreciate my role as mom, it won't always be this simple.  Walking my walk, has also opened me up to Sychronistic moments in life. And the other morning via facebook a friend was trying out some kind of crystal energy transmitter. He needed a guinea pig, I was game. Truly it was a great experience. Conciously opening up to recieving said energy. Be carefull who you do this with. Some people are just that messed up that they would send harmfull energy.  Knowing this wasn't the case, giving trust some space, made for a great connection. And since I chose Quartz crystal and the heart chakras as areas of concentration, I paid attention to them physicaly. So enjoyed a feeling of light from my body two feet out, and a great woosh in my chest. Where I had felt a 'black hole' type of sensation prior to him sending energy. 
I think now in this day and age, Science has broadened its scope, into the spiritual sciences and helps us overcome the idea that time or distance matter. For me it isn't a pipe dream that energy can follow thought. I see it all the time. So healing energy too, won't miss its target, especially an open one.  Did I float on clouds, no, did I feel better, yes.  I remained more aware of that inner connection to energy through love, the heart chakra is the best way to vitalize my body and my life. Not ranting and raving and experiencing poor me thoughts, and passive aggressive behavior, lol! 
Reiki works over time and distance. And with its unconditional vibe helps heal a great deal.  I have myself visited my past through memories and sent myself Reiki during traumatic events, and periods of confusion or sadness.  And can say I feel that those traumas weren't as destructive as they could have been, because of my efforts. That time is an illusion, so why not?  Its the me NOW that matters, regardless of the emphasis of society on carrying around a perfect record... So receiving energy long distances doesn't seem so far fetched.  Quantum physics supports the idea that human thought affects reality. And we see what we expect to see. So I receive what I expect to recieve. Generally though the subconcious is so littered with repressed events that I am a bit blind to my expectations.  And can be surprised by the results of getting what I think I want.  Life really is what you make of it.
I am greatfull for the education of energy healing, it helps keep me connected to my Higher Self and to pass that on to my kids. And is a healthy alternative to frustration and exhaustion.

I am both the scientist and the experiment in my life.